Depend On

Why must one mood rely on another? Aren’t we supposed to be independent? Aren’t we our own person? Cry, laugh, fear as we might Our feelings should not be led by other actions, alright? Yet here we are Over and over again, being played Ruled by others words and steps Consumed by one’s compliment or … Continue reading Depend On

Ghost

Like a ghost he was Lingering in the back of my mind, corner of my eyes, cold air brushing against my skin His voice His words His near venomous sounding accusations of righteousness shoots straight through the cracks of my caged heart But he was gone I made sure of it Yet he lingers Whispers … Continue reading Ghost

In The Mist Of

Be lost in thoughts and misery Wandering around in the mist of doubts Embrace your fear Feel your emotions Rushing through your every vessel every vein No need to run No need to hide For what's after you will never die Be brave or meek as you might For you are the one who walk … Continue reading In The Mist Of

In Between

Caught in between the grey area of "doing the right thing for others or for yourself" "do I or do I not?" Constantly flipping between two sides; Carrying burdens more than you should be responsible of; Wondering your "what if"; Hoping for a miracle that is never to come Deep down, you know For your … Continue reading In Between

The Voice Is Dead

The voice is DEAD That one true voice from DEEP within The so called gut feeling or whatever Your heart seeks to whisper That truth you may or may not Be ready to face or admit But have always been lying there DEEP within your thoughts Your dark corner Your empty mind WAITING to be … Continue reading The Voice Is Dead

Drain and Drift

Soul suckingLife draining Time ticking, slowly and taunting Despire sneaks behind closed doorsFear lurks in dark shadows Waiting patiently for my guard to be down; Grinning discreetly as it crawls upon my crumbled form; "Surrender" whispers in thick air "Yield" grazes the surface of my skin Feeling defeated and imprisoned, I merely have room to … Continue reading Drain and Drift

Growth

So much has happenedSo much has changed What I consider growth could be failure or loss to others Perhaps we have to once lost ourselves before we could be found again So much to figureSo much to consider What I consider as sacrifice could be compromise to others Perhaps we have to once lost others … Continue reading Growth

End

Where is the end When will it end Will it ever? Where shall it lead When is the door leading to the next Will it ever? One door closes one door opens Isn't that the way it work? When does the door close? How do we shut it behind us? Concealing a past Starting fresh … Continue reading End

Growth

So much has happenedSo much has changed What I consider growth could be failure or loss to others Perhaps we have to once lost ourselves before we could be found again So much to figureSo much to consider What I consider as sacrifice could be compromise to others Perhaps we have to once lost others … Continue reading Growth