Why bother? Wonder & wonder?

Why do I bother I wonder & wonder again & again Am I lost or confused about what I want? Do I not know or do I choose to neglect myself? What is it that I want? Why is it so hard? What am I searching for? Why do I bother? Searching among others I … Continue reading Why bother? Wonder & wonder?

Amidst the chaos

Amidst the chaos, find your peace - that's easier said than done. Sometimes, it isn't about how much we know or do not know, it's merely the simple truth that we are not there yet. Our time (of understanding, accepting) hasn't come. A little weird habit of mine which I only so often do these … Continue reading Amidst the chaos

The Voice Is Dead

The voice is DEAD That one true voice from DEEP within The so called gut feeling or whatever Your heart seeks to whisper That truth you may or may not Be ready to face or admit But have always been lying there DEEP within your thoughts Your dark corner Your empty mind WAITING to be … Continue reading The Voice Is Dead

Drain and Drift

Soul suckingLife draining Time ticking, slowly and taunting Despire sneaks behind closed doorsFear lurks in dark shadows Waiting patiently for my guard to be down; Grinning discreetly as it crawls upon my crumbled form; "Surrender" whispers in thick air "Yield" grazes the surface of my skin Feeling defeated and imprisoned, I merely have room to … Continue reading Drain and Drift

End

Where is the end When will it end Will it ever? Where shall it lead When is the door leading to the next Will it ever? One door closes one door opens Isn't that the way it work? When does the door close? How do we shut it behind us? Concealing a past Starting fresh … Continue reading End

Growth

So much has happenedSo much has changed What I consider growth could be failure or loss to others Perhaps we have to once lost ourselves before we could be found again So much to figureSo much to consider What I consider as sacrifice could be compromise to others Perhaps we have to once lost others … Continue reading Growth