Why do I bother
I wonder & wonder
again & again
Am I lost or confused about what I want?
Do I not know or do I choose to neglect myself?
What is it that I want?
Why is it so hard?
What am I searching for?
Why do I bother?
Searching among others
I should choose me, every time
Yet, I didn’t
It’s others, I always put others first
Thinking it’s worth it
Believing there’d be something in return
And it did
Disappointment
Deceived
Taken for granted
So why do I bother
I wonder & wonder
again & again
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
Wisdom Of Heart 